threehundredandtwo.

"this is goodbye (part three)"

and the most important (important-est) part
you is my world, boo
my world my world my world

you rock AND/OR roll me
and i would not have it anyother way
any any other way

i'll be back soon
sooner than you think
keep the hood bed house love warm for me

you crazy foxy rocker AND/OR roller

threehundredandone.

"this is goodbye (part two)"

parents
they just dont aint cant wont will understand
but you (guys) do
(sometimes often never almost always)

thanks for what you do
thanks for what you dont do
thanks for what you aint cant will do
(you're the best?)

no question mark
no question mark
(lol lol lol jk jk jk)
you're the best!

threehundred.

"this is goodbye (part one)"

goodbye my little puppy dog
you've gotten pretty big over the last a thousand days
(a thousand?)
(is that even a number?)
(is this a parentheses party?)
(yes, weren't you invited?)
(weren't i? of course i weren't)
(quelle horror)
(quelle quelle horror)
as i was saying
goodbye dog
no more little puppy
man dog
huge giant beast who will be my best friend forever
when i come back too
while i am gone too
(man's best friend?)
(is that too trite?)
(too trite indeed)
(too too trite)
goodbye

twoninerniner.

"ready"

been here a while
in this house in this room in this country
in this life
ready for a change

change?
throw away word thrown this away and that away
2009: the year of change
how ironic

i'm ready but it's going to be WEIRD
weird weird weird
what isn't though
what the fuck isn't weird

nada
nothing
zilchhhhhhhhhhhhh
everything is fucking WEIRD including me including you

including JOHN motherfucking LEGEND

2ninereight.

"just because i don't want to end up like you"

i'm going to smile even though i am sad
just because i don't want to end up like you
i'm going to talk about my feelings and my thoughts and such
just because i don't want to end up like you
i'm going to hug people always and always say 'i love you'
(or 'i like you' or 'hey, you're neat')
just because i don't want to end up like you
i'm going to change jobs when i feel like my job is taking over my life
and go to new jobs in new arenas with new people and new things to do
and new places to see and new t-shirts to buy
just because i don't want to end up like you
and i'm going to change my name and change the world and wear interesting clothes
and smoke weed and be happy to meet people and be extroverted and be introverted
(when the time seems right) and laugh a lot and not pick on people who love me and
not take shit out on people who love me and not fight fight fight with people who
love me

just because i don't want to end up like you

twoniner7.

"thoughts"

i have thoughts
that i would like to share with (ahem) you
and (ahem) you over there too
(ahem)

i watch hgtv
for 100 hours a week
so what
who doesnt

i go to work at 6 and come home by 10
every day
so what
who doesnt

i am terribly terribly alone
all the time even around people
so what
who isnt

i love the beck's 'odelay'
more than breathing
so what
who doesn't

i am cool cool cool
at everything
so what
who isnt

(ahem)
you
(ahem)
are not

2niner6.

"this is march, bitch"

this is march
a month that makes me smile
but it is also a sad month
relatively speaking

i am leaving leaving gone
in march
but it will be okay and it will be a...
learning experience...

and a life experience
and a breathing feeling needing loving experience
and more
and less

welcome march
we (i) welcome you with open arms
ready for you to go now though
ready for you (i) to leave